Thursday, June 13, 2013

At Service's end....


We thank the good LORD for the gift of today’s service. It was supernatural; it was explosive; it was spirit-filled.. oh I’m lost for words but I can attest to the fact that I have been blessed. So… ask your neighbor sitting beside you this question ‘were you blessed?’ Don’t leave him or her until he /she gives you a reply. Yes yes, we thank God once again.
Now I will reel out the information the church has for the congregation. They are as follows:
  1. The ushers in the ushering department have lodged a formal complaint that many members of the congregation refuse the seats that the ushers offer them, preferring to usher themselves to places they desire. Haa! In the house of God! Please this attitude must stop immediately. We do not care  whether you a governor, a commissioner or a rich business man; when we all gather in the church, everyone is equal in the sight of God. So humble yourself and obey whatever the ushers tell you to do. You do not know whether you only blessing will come from such obedience .And remember also that pride comes before a fall and it could even happen in service. What if you refuse and begin to walk away from the usher to where you stubbornly want to seat  and then you fall yakata for ground? Is that not a thing of shame? Please be warned!

  1. The ushers again are complaining. This time it has to do with the offering money they count after the service. Haba! Those five, ten and twenty naira notes are very bad and people give them to God? Well for your information, my God is a very, very rich and He does not need these dirty monies. For He owns the cattles upon a thousand hills. Please change this attitude. Do not offer the change you receive from bus conductors or kiosk sellers as offering. Give a worthy offering and see how our God will surprise you.

  1. Ehen, on a better note,  we are happy to inform you that from next service, the church will make available a POS machine; that thing you will use your ATM card to sweep and you have paid for something. Just like that abi? Yes oh, just like that, our church is now a tush, 21st century church. So now you can pay you tithes and offerings directly into the church account, even during the week. Somebody praise the LORD! Halleluyah. Also a member of the church who is a big banker will help us to install ATM machine just outside the church compound, so that before you enter the church, you can make your withdrawal there and receive clean naira notes. God is good, all the time!

  1. Marriage! Marriage! Marriage! We are pleased to announce that Sis Tabi is going to wed Bro. Tahash! Yes oh, T is wedding T. We thank God for their lives. Yes where are they? Yes Sis Tabi, stand up over there, so that the church can see you…..yes a very beautiful sister in the Lord! Where is your husband to be ke? Oh I can see him now.Bro Tahash, please stand for recognition; he is a faithful servant in the house of God. I will say this oh and Bro don’t be ashamed for it is a testimony. This Bro that you are looking at used to sleep right here in the church, yes oh, right here. He did not have a job, no money, two shirts, one trouser. But he remained faithful, serving God in the choir. Now he works with Shell, drives that big car outside….. let me stop here but he is a living testimony and he will marry a beautiful woman. God is good oh. Yes, so two Saturdays from now come and rejoice with them in the church and don’t come to chop and clean mouth and go oh! Please bring gifts for them and the good LORD shall do your own for you.Amen!

  1. The evil spirit of sleep will not rule over you! Amen. I say this because attendance at our night vigil service is decreasing oh! Why do people love to sleep like this? The sleep they have been sleeping since they were born. Na wa oh! I just pray that the Lord will open your eyes to see the spiritual battles and enemies that we fight. That time you will do vigil every night. So it is well. Do attend our vigil service and leave your bed and pillow for just one night out of the week and God will hear all your prayers as you do so!

  1. Finally, this is coming straight from the Pastor’s desk and it concerns our young ladies in our midst. We know that you are beautiful and everything but the way you dress to church is causing problems for the pastor. All those your spaghetti tops ; imagine using spaghetti to make blouse, those your low waist trouser, micro mini  skirts etc etc can be used of the devil oh! Be warned. Change today and dress moderately. Nevertheless, Pastor has directed the ushers not to allow you ladies that will still dress in this manner to seat at that the front pews again! Yes oh, because we are instructed to flee from every kind of temptation and Pastor is still flesh and blood oh! So you will not seat in front again until you learn to dress well. A word is enough for the wise. That brings us to the end of the announcements.

“The LORD be with you”

The church replies “And also with you!”

A paradelle for the Nigerian Governors' Forum


Thirty-five defenders of our democracy went to polls.
Thirty-five defenders of our democracy went to polls.
But could not elect one to lead their kind.
But could not elect one to lead their kind.
Their kind went but could not elect one of
Thirty-five defenders.  To lead to our democracy polls.

One faction blames unserialized ballot paper.
One faction blames unserialized ballot paper.
The other says consensus candidacy is sin
The other says consensus candidacy is sin
Unserialized ballot paper blames one
Consensus candidacy. Faction says is the other sin.

So millions of Nigerians sit and stare.
So millions of Nigerians sit and stare.
Wondering if the 2015 general elections will be free and fair?
Wondering if the 2015 general elections will be free and fair?
And the 2015 general elections will be so fair,
If wondering millions of free Nigerians sit and stare?

Their kind went but could not elect unserialized
Ballot paper. And the 2015 general elections
Will be so fair, If one of thirty-five defenders
Blames one consensus candidacy? To lead millions of
Wondering  Nigerians. To our free democracy polls,
Says sit and stare faction, is the other sin.


Author’s Note
A Paradelle is a poem of four six-line stanzas in which the first and second lines, as well as the third and fourth lines of the first three stanzas, must be identical. The fifth and sixth lines, which traditionally resolve these stanzas, must use all the words from the preceding lines and only those words. Similarly, the final stanza must use every word from all the preceding stanzas and only these words.
Have fun in using this poetic form. Cheers.

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Matters of Life 3: Unveiled Identities


At home, El-hanook avoided Atisha’s gaze, as he gave a full account of his involvement with the Habalani Sect, holding nothing back. She listened to all he said in silence. He couldn’t bring himself to look into her eyes; for they bore in them a motley mix of incredulity, hurt and betrayal! He knew he had broken the cistern of their love in her heart; whether or not irreversibly, only time would tell.

“So if Fatrid and I hadn’t showed up, all I would have now is your letter?” Atisha shot at El-hanook, who looked everywhere but at her.

“And through all of this, did you for once stop to think about them?” she pointed in the direction of their kids huddled up together on a settee close by, silently observing. “Did you think about me?”

El-hanook tried to mutter a reply but choked even before he could begin. Then, he gathered the courage to look into Atisha’s eyes and saw that they were misty and he immediately appreciated the enormity of the situation. He beckoned to the kids to join their mother at the dinning table, as he knelt before them. Whatever he had to say would be heard by all of them.

“Atisha my love, believe me when I say that I thought this through and through and wrestled with my conscience regarding the course I had chosen. But I was stupid, selfish and callous, to you, our children and to everyone that would have died at my hands today. I promise to spend the rest of my life, seeking your forgiveness and that of the kids” 

What followed was an eerie silence that clawed at the very soul of El-hanook and seemed to last for an eternity, until Atisha cleared her throat, as she held their children in her hands, as if shielding them from a monster.

“You are not the same man, I married fifteen years ago, that much I can say! We will leave the city as you have said and do whatever else you instruct. But I do not think that I can ever trust you again”. Atisha’s tears flowed freely.

El-hanook tried to take her in his arms; to pacify her, to tell her he loved her but she turned away from him, and left with Fatrid and his sisters. It was a just verdict and El-hanook knew that he would spend the rest of his days, earning the right to be by their side again.

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Agent Mike Dunne’s rise to the headship of the security agency saddled with the responsibility of battling the Habalani Sect had been nothing less than dramatic. Drafted from the police, he had earned the nick name ‘The Well’ within and without the force, because of his alcohol addiction. An addiction that saw him take to the bottle even when he was on active duty. And after several spats with superiors and colleagues alike over issues such as insubordination and dereliction of duty, the only reason he kept his former job and secured his present posting was his uncanny attention to detail, his keen sense of intuition and his never-say die attitude. Like the time he had led a team of detectives, with a warrant, to search the premises of a suspected drug runner, after months of nail-biting surveillance. A thorough search of the premises; a casino, had unearthed nothing. The owner had begun to rant and rave, promising to sue the Jabok City police for all it was worth. However, Agent Dunne had noticed that the man’s eyes darted, as he talked, from the police team to the ceiling. Then without notice, Mike fired several rounds into the ceiling, which had every one scampering for safety. At the end of the interlude, what greeted proceedings was a rainfall of hard drugs, the largest haul ever to be confiscated by the city police. Mike’s reputation subsequently shot to the heavens. 

Somehow, someone had recorded that event. And some how, that recording had found its way, along with a recommendation, to the top echelons, for Mike Dunne to head the special anti-terrorism unit of Jabok City.

His obsession for drinking was now overshadowed by a desire to see the Habalani Sect pay for its crimes. It was not a personal vendetta, but Mike felt it was the height of cowardice for people to take innocent lives in such gruesome fashion, as a way to express their grievance against the government. And he detested cowards and he also detested the fact that the sect had somehow managed to remain elusive. Their operations were proving a formidable match for all his years of experience.

Now, he had the blast at the city mall earlier that day to grapple with. Already, the sect had claimed responsibility for the act and Mike had received a call from the Mayor, soon after, ‘Get on top of this, Mike. I need answers and I need them NOW!’

As he sat in his office, Mike knew he had to apply a new strategy. Then he recollected a conversation he had had with a detective friend from abroad, not too long ago.

The key, Mike, to making any headway in matters like these, is to try to isolate the events and situations that happened immediately before, during and after a terror attack. Usually, the individuals involved like to be close by when the attacks happen, to grovel in the euphoria of their actions .You could call it playing god and you won’t be wrong.”

The basics had been observed; the cameras had revealed nothing, as the perpetrator had parked well beyond view. Even if a face had been recorded, the person could easily have been wearing a mask. The car responsible for the explosion had been found and thoroughly searched but it had been stripped of evidence and its registration was fathom. Once again, it seemed like the perfect strike, although Mike wondered why the sect had targeted only the parking lot of the mall.

The suddenly, Agent Dunne’s eyes brightened as he remembered that he was yet to obtain records of telephone conversations, around the area, at the time of the attack.

He pressed the buzzer of his telecom machine.

“Sandy, please come to my office.”

Sandy was Mike’s executive assistant and her entry broke Mike out of his reverie. He had always felt that Sandy’s gorgeous looks should have paved the way for a career in the movie industry. But she had informed him that her dad had retired as a police officer and her brother was in the customs.

‘So, Sir, I just sort of gravitated to the force’ she had surmised sweetly. And on more than one occasion, he had contemplated asking her out, but knew it was bad business mixing work with pleasure, so he battled to banish such thoughts, continually. Today, she looked more beautiful than ever, clad in a figure hugging skirt suit.

“Do you need anything Sir?”

“Yes I do.” Mike pretended he was in search of papers on his desk. “I need you to obtain telephone records from before, during and after the terror attacks at the city mall from all the communication companies. I need them today!”

“Will there be any leads from those sources” Sandy asked again.

Mike wanted this to end quickly. “Let’s just say I have a hunch. So please get to it, will you?”

As Sandy sashayed her way out of his office, in the most alluring manner, Mike could not help but wonder for how long this resolve of his would last.  

A little while later, Mike had in his possession transcripts and recordings of all the calls incident to the time of the blast. ‘Sandy is beautiful and efficient’ he mused. He let out a chuckle as he scanned the conversations; they ranged from the sublime to the mundane to the simply outrageous. An hour’s work led nowhere and as Mike was about to call it a day, his eyes brightened at a particular thread.

‘……. Thin boy hit the mark but Fat Joe did not take-off……’

  Mike’s pulse began to race. If his knowledge of history was any good, he knew that the Americans gave the first two atomic bombs dropped on Nagasaki and Hiroshima in Japan, those names. Or something close to that. ‘This could be the lead my good friend told me about’ he thought aloud.

Immediately he and Sandy ran the voices through the latest voice recognition software device recently acquired by the Agency. The voices did not match any in the Agency’s rogue gallery.

Then Mike’s hunch came to the fore again. He had always suspected that the Habalani sect had sympathisers within the government itself and had voiced this opinion to the Mayor, who had secretly granted him the permission to obtain the vitals of members of the city’s ruling council.
 
He turned to Sandy. “Perform a check against the profiles of the members of the ruling council”

One of the voices gave a hundred percent match with a member that left both Mike and Sandy wide-eyed and open- mouthed.

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The Supreme Leader was in a foul mood. The city mall project was supposed to have underlined the ruthless determination of the Sect to drive home its point at all costs, to the government, and indeed the world. But it had failed and the fact that he couldn’t place a finger on the cause(s), unnerved him.

“This was supposed to have gone down like clockwork. The brother….. El-hanook I believe was properly tutored, wasn’t he? Has he made contact, yet?”

His aide was equally as distraught. “No Your Lordship, he will not make contact until after twenty-four hours. For now all we can do is to make conjectures.”

“True, very true. Alright keep a tab on him and his family and if at out meeting tomorrow, we do not find his reason(s) for the failed attempt cogent, then he will pay the   ultimate price. You may leave now.”

As the aide took leave through a back exit, the Supreme Leader had already begun preparations for the sect’s next assault. A new and bigger target would have to be chosen and this time he would personally oversee the operations, to forestall a repeat of what had happened earlier in the day. He looked forward to the meeting with El-hanook.

Satisfied, He straightened himself out and took his leave through a front door and straight into another room full of eager press crews and cameramen and addressed them.

Ladies and gentlemen, I am sorry to announce that The Mayor will not be making a statement on the unfortunate event, which occurred at the Jabok City Mall. As the Chief security officer of the city, he is right now being briefed by members of his security team about the situation. As his Special Assistant on Media matters, I will issue a statement and take any questions you might have, thereafter. Again, do accept the sincere apologies of the Mayor. Thank you for your patience!”

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

AIRBORNE-To all first time flyers ( HAIKU)


With one lift and twirl
I own a piece of the sky
However fleeting.

High up in the sky
World below looks like a maze
I can’t solve this one.

I think I can touch
The Sun. From within flying
metal bird. Mind dreams.

In bed with the clouds,
I see thin line between earth
and heaven. Splendour.

From beyond bird’s view
A march past of white clouds move
In sync. I salute.

In one burst through space,
Earth welcomes me: flying child.
I plot a return.

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

MATTERS OF LIFE: To die another day.


Dawn met El-hanook no better than dusk had left him: pensive and contemplative. And as he prepared for the mission, he moved between his matrimonial bedroom and that of his three children, observing all as they slept. Atisha, as usual, was graceful and their kids, simply adorable. As he kissed each on their foreheads, he wished that the moment would last forever. Steeling his nerves however, he headed to the dinning table and scribbled a note; the letter would come later. In it, he left instructions for Atisha to say at home with the kids, at least for the day, because he did not trust himself to speak to her directly. Casting one last forlorn look on his cherished home, El-hanook took a deep breathe and stepped out into the cold embrace of the chilly morning, to commence his assignment.

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El-hanook arrived at the rendezvous point just as the first flickers of daylight greeted the earth. It was an abandoned warehouse located on the outskirts of the city. He made his way through the decrepit gates, walked briskly across a small expanse of shrubs and grasses and was soon at the entrance of the building. As he pushed open its creaky doors, his operational vehicle came into view. He opened its door, settled in and performed a quick scan of the tools of his trade for the day: the loaded jacket, the detonation triggers and a piece of paper containing instructions for the mission. Like clockwork, El-hanook assembled the pieces together and wore the jacket beneath his clothes. It fit him perfectly.  He took three quick short breathes, roared the car to life and started for the mall.

It was some minutes before noon as El-hanook pulled up on the street where the mall sat, imposingly. He had taken his time during the ride, in obedience to one of the instructions he had received: ‘You must wait for the appropriate time. So drive around the city for a while. Do this also to calm your nerves’.

El-hanook knew why the Sect had picked Jabok City Mall as its next target. Located in a Government Reservation Area (GRA), it boasted of a chain of stores of international renown that offered the latest fads in fashion, electronics, home appliances and entertainment. It was the pride and joy of the government; a classic example of what happened when the public and private sectors collaborated. Consequently, its main patronisers were the indigenous well-to-do and foreigners, who were somewhat far removed from the activities of the Habalani. Therefore the sect needed to make this score count and El-hanook could feel the weight of that expectation on his tense shoulders!

As he approached the entrances to the mall, he observed that the number of people entering and leaving the complex was unusually large. Then he recalled that it was a public holiday. ‘We really want to make a defining statement’ he mused. At the main gate, his car was stopped by security personnel. A guard walked up to him. El-hanook recognised him and smiled.

“Hello Mr El-hanook. What brings you to this part of town?” It was Peter, a resident of his neighbourhood.

“How’s work today, Pete? I just came to get some stuff for the holiday!” From the car’s side mirror, El-hanook spotted another guard checking the undercarriage of the vehicle with some equipment. ‘The fools; if only they knew’ he thought.

“I almost didn’t recognise you; I know you own a blue Chevrolet. Where did this come from? Peter asked again.

“Well, my wife borrowed it for the day. This belongs to a friend. Can I go now?”

Peter looked to his other colleague, who gave the all clear sign. “Yes, you can, Mr El-hanook. Do have a nice day”

“Thanks Pete. See you at home” El- hanook said as he put the car in motion. He had not driven for more than a few yards, when he heard a large voice boom from behind him- “HALT”. It was from a third guard he had not seen. As the security officer approached the vehicle, El-hanook’s mind was immersed in a plethora of thoughts; his pensive hands gripped the steering wheel in a death-like vice. ‘Was his apprehension that obvious? Had the security sweep on the car revealed the truth?’

The man was soon astride the car. His face was devoid of expression.

“Sir, are you aware you have a broken tail light?”

El-hanook heaved a big sigh of relief. “No, Officer. As I told Peter, the car belongs to a friend. So I’ll inform him as soon as possible”

“We work with the local police on these matters and we don’t want our customers receiving tickets, do we?” The guard flashed a smile.

“We certainly do not. Thanks for the notice” And with that, El-hanook proceeded to the parking lot of the mall. It was located in an underground enclosure, a few hundred meters from the main shopping hall. The training he had received at the sect made him instinctively look for and identify the security cameras and he brought the car to halt at a position obscured by one of the columns supporting the structure. El-hanook immediately disembarked from the car and proceeded to peel off what was hitherto the body of the car to reveal a new car colour. He dumped the camouflage in the booth and retrieved a new pair of number plates, with which he replaced the previous ones. He straightened himself out and checked out the triggers. Satisfied, El-hanook proceeded to the mall itself. The plan was going accordingly.

Now inside the main hall housing the many stores, El-hanook scanned the entire set-up and noticed only a handful of security personnel. Surely, it was an abysmal number for a mall of that size. El –hanook walked around, joining the frenzy of excited shoppers,   pretending to window shop until he found a spot that gave him a vantage position overlooking the parking lot , in obedience to another instruction : ‘After your arrival, wait until the fifth car has parked after you, before you press the first trigger.’

After watching the first and second cars announce their arrivals, El-hanook focused his attention on an ecstatic little boy clutching his gift, his proud parents a short distance behind him.  The scene brought back some memories of him, Atisha and Fatrid, their only son. He wondered what his family would be up to at that moment. The blare of the fifth car or so soon broke El-hanook out of his reverie. He had to act now or else….

As he pressed the first trigger, the force of the explosion threw him off his feet, notwithstanding his anticipation of the blast. The scenes were better imagined than experienced. Thick black smoke billowed from what used to be the car parking lot, even as shattered glass panes and upturned merchandise dotted the inside of the mall itself. The once happy   shoppers soon became a mad throng that begun to race wildly for the various exits. As Children cried and mothers searched for loved ones, the management of the mall pleaded for calm to no avail. El-hanook got up to his feet and composed himself. Now was the defining moment. He bullied his way to the central area of the mall, looked upwards and began to chant the creed of the sect, as his hand made its way to the second trigger.

Until a voice stopped him dead in his tracks. “Papa, papa!”  It belonged to Fatrid, his only son, running towards him.

 El-hanook’s eyes widened in terror. “Wha..at, wha..at  are you doing here? Where is your mother? He asked, clutching his son in his arms.

Atisha soon showed up, cutting a desolate figure. El-hanook could not hide his rage, turning his attention to his wife.

“I instructed you to stay at home today!”  He yelled above the din.  “Why are you here? Didn’t you read the note I left on the dinning table?”

“What note?” Atisha responded breathlessly. “I came to buy things for Fatrid’s birthday. You have been distracted lately, so I decided to do the shopping.”

El-hanook sighed in despair and as he stood up with his six year old son in his arms, a paper aeroplane in Fatrid’s hand, pricked his ear. It was made from the note he had scribbled on.

Suddenly, in the midst of the chaos, El-hanook became calm. “Did the girls come along with you?”

Atisha shook her head. He was grateful for that.

 “Then we must leave immediately.”

As they joined the teeming throng that swarmed to safety outside the mall, El-hanook could feel the fear palpitating through his son’s body. A fear that sent shivers through his spine. Then suddenly Fatrid spoke into his father’s ear and asked “Papa, are we going to die today?”

El-hanook had long ago made his decision, as he deactivated the second trigger.

“No, son! Today we live, to die another day!”


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At a safe distance from the shopping mall, a keen observer made a call.

“Hello Sir. Thin boy hit his mark but Fat Joe did not take- off. What is the next course of action?”

The voice at the other end was stoical. “Return to Fort. We wait for eagle’s return.”

MATTERS OF LIFE ( Fiction)


El-hanook had retired for the night. And as he lay beside his pretty wife, Atisha, his mind vacillated between gazing at her as she slept and carrying out the task fate had chosen him for.

And for a very brief moment, he wanted so much to wake Atisha from her sleep; to tell her he loved her and their kids and that he was a member of the dreaded Habalani Sect that was responsible for the many bombings that had rocked Jabok City and that had kept the government of the day on edge.

To tell her that he was next in line, in becoming the medium through which more destruction, death, suffering and grief would come to many, including Atisha and their children.

Nevertheless, he couldn’t tell her because Atisha possessed amazing powers of persuasion and she would have pleaded with him to reconsider his decision and the fifteen years of marital bliss they shared. He pictured her, with tears in her eyes, asking him if making her a widow and their kids; fatherless, would sit well on his conscience. And El-hanook didn’t trust himself enough, not to cave in to these promptings.

He also couldn’t tell her because he had voluntarily joined the sect. That was after he had been sacked in a government agency because a superior viewed him as threat to his position. El-hanook’s appeal against the injustice had been quashed. Although he had secured another job, the experience had left El-hanook seething with rage. So much so, that he felt the Habalani Sect provided the medium by which he could vent the anger he felt.

And hadn’t he, some forty-eight hours earlier endured the  rite of the ‘Tukka’- a Habalani ritual when chosen suicide bombers are subjected to a hundred small blade cuts on their backs and bottoms, preparatory to their embarking on the mission, so that they are rid of all emotion, sentiment and pity.

And wasn’t he, thereafter, ushered into the ‘fortress’, the sacred meeting place of the Habalani, where he had audience with the sect`s Supreme leader, who had subsequently blessed him for his impending act of courage. In his time at the fortress, El-hanook had seen pictures of men who had paid the supreme sacrifice, in furthering the cause of the Habalani, as they hung on its walls. And if his mission proved `successful`, then someone else would see his portrait hung up as well!


As he adjusted his position beside his wife, El-hanook moaned softly from the pains coursing through his back. Ignoring them, he focused his attention on his wife again and then thought of his children fast asleep in their room. Once again, the pretty face of Atisha came into view and as he kissed her forehead, she responded with a sleepy smile and snuggled up closer to him. He drew in the smell of her hair and realised that this could be the very last time he would hold her, make love to her, and call her his wife.

The last time his children would ever call him father!

In an instant, El-hanook`s mind reverted to his assignment of doom. Earlier that evening, he dropped by the Habalani Headquarters for last minute preparations and briefings. He had inspected the vehicle he would be driving; its body already laced with high detonation explosives, rigged expertly to its engine, concealed beyond detection. He also examined the inner vest he would be wearing, with a number of military grade C4 bombs attached to it. He had also gone over the layout of the target location; a large shopping mall that attracted large numbers of people daily.

All he had to do was subsumed in a two-pronged attack: first he would drive the car and park it in the mall’s car lot. Then as he made his way to the entrance of the mall’s central lobby; he would remotely trigger the car to explode. In the ensuing melee and with the mall’s security crew distracted, he would head straight up to the most populated section of the mall and press the other trigger that would send him and countless others to their deaths.

Suddenly, Atisha called out his name from her sleep and El-hanook snuggled up to her in bed and at that moment he began to wonder……..

Somehow, as if sensing El-hanook’s hesitation, the voice of the Supreme Leader disrupted his thoughts: ``El-hanook, you must count yourself privileged to have been chosen to carry out this most sacred task. Remember that your name will be immortalised forever. It is imperative you eat adequately and get a good night`s rest. Only an alert mind and a healthy body can deliver the results we all desire.`` the Supreme Leader had eulogised at the fortress.

El-hanook finally decided to sleep but he knew he had a few things to do before taking his place in destiny. In the morning, he would tell Atisha and the children to stay at home because he wanted to give them a surprise treat. He would scribble a letter to them as well, revealing all and giving reasons for actions taken and have a friend from the sect mail it to his home. The stash of cash at home and at the bank would hopefully keep them running for a good number of years. He only hoped the letter would say enough to prevent his dying a second time; howbeit in their hearts. 

He also realised that he would do and be a lot of things  to so many others unknown to him, when the morrow comes, even as he succumbed to the lure of a burdened night`s rest.