Tuesday, April 23, 2013

AIRBORNE-To all first time flyers ( HAIKU)


With one lift and twirl
I own a piece of the sky
However fleeting.

High up in the sky
World below looks like a maze
I can’t solve this one.

I think I can touch
The Sun. From within flying
metal bird. Mind dreams.

In bed with the clouds,
I see thin line between earth
and heaven. Splendour.

From beyond bird’s view
A march past of white clouds move
In sync. I salute.

In one burst through space,
Earth welcomes me: flying child.
I plot a return.

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

MATTERS OF LIFE: To die another day.


Dawn met El-hanook no better than dusk had left him: pensive and contemplative. And as he prepared for the mission, he moved between his matrimonial bedroom and that of his three children, observing all as they slept. Atisha, as usual, was graceful and their kids, simply adorable. As he kissed each on their foreheads, he wished that the moment would last forever. Steeling his nerves however, he headed to the dinning table and scribbled a note; the letter would come later. In it, he left instructions for Atisha to say at home with the kids, at least for the day, because he did not trust himself to speak to her directly. Casting one last forlorn look on his cherished home, El-hanook took a deep breathe and stepped out into the cold embrace of the chilly morning, to commence his assignment.

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El-hanook arrived at the rendezvous point just as the first flickers of daylight greeted the earth. It was an abandoned warehouse located on the outskirts of the city. He made his way through the decrepit gates, walked briskly across a small expanse of shrubs and grasses and was soon at the entrance of the building. As he pushed open its creaky doors, his operational vehicle came into view. He opened its door, settled in and performed a quick scan of the tools of his trade for the day: the loaded jacket, the detonation triggers and a piece of paper containing instructions for the mission. Like clockwork, El-hanook assembled the pieces together and wore the jacket beneath his clothes. It fit him perfectly.  He took three quick short breathes, roared the car to life and started for the mall.

It was some minutes before noon as El-hanook pulled up on the street where the mall sat, imposingly. He had taken his time during the ride, in obedience to one of the instructions he had received: ‘You must wait for the appropriate time. So drive around the city for a while. Do this also to calm your nerves’.

El-hanook knew why the Sect had picked Jabok City Mall as its next target. Located in a Government Reservation Area (GRA), it boasted of a chain of stores of international renown that offered the latest fads in fashion, electronics, home appliances and entertainment. It was the pride and joy of the government; a classic example of what happened when the public and private sectors collaborated. Consequently, its main patronisers were the indigenous well-to-do and foreigners, who were somewhat far removed from the activities of the Habalani. Therefore the sect needed to make this score count and El-hanook could feel the weight of that expectation on his tense shoulders!

As he approached the entrances to the mall, he observed that the number of people entering and leaving the complex was unusually large. Then he recalled that it was a public holiday. ‘We really want to make a defining statement’ he mused. At the main gate, his car was stopped by security personnel. A guard walked up to him. El-hanook recognised him and smiled.

“Hello Mr El-hanook. What brings you to this part of town?” It was Peter, a resident of his neighbourhood.

“How’s work today, Pete? I just came to get some stuff for the holiday!” From the car’s side mirror, El-hanook spotted another guard checking the undercarriage of the vehicle with some equipment. ‘The fools; if only they knew’ he thought.

“I almost didn’t recognise you; I know you own a blue Chevrolet. Where did this come from? Peter asked again.

“Well, my wife borrowed it for the day. This belongs to a friend. Can I go now?”

Peter looked to his other colleague, who gave the all clear sign. “Yes, you can, Mr El-hanook. Do have a nice day”

“Thanks Pete. See you at home” El- hanook said as he put the car in motion. He had not driven for more than a few yards, when he heard a large voice boom from behind him- “HALT”. It was from a third guard he had not seen. As the security officer approached the vehicle, El-hanook’s mind was immersed in a plethora of thoughts; his pensive hands gripped the steering wheel in a death-like vice. ‘Was his apprehension that obvious? Had the security sweep on the car revealed the truth?’

The man was soon astride the car. His face was devoid of expression.

“Sir, are you aware you have a broken tail light?”

El-hanook heaved a big sigh of relief. “No, Officer. As I told Peter, the car belongs to a friend. So I’ll inform him as soon as possible”

“We work with the local police on these matters and we don’t want our customers receiving tickets, do we?” The guard flashed a smile.

“We certainly do not. Thanks for the notice” And with that, El-hanook proceeded to the parking lot of the mall. It was located in an underground enclosure, a few hundred meters from the main shopping hall. The training he had received at the sect made him instinctively look for and identify the security cameras and he brought the car to halt at a position obscured by one of the columns supporting the structure. El-hanook immediately disembarked from the car and proceeded to peel off what was hitherto the body of the car to reveal a new car colour. He dumped the camouflage in the booth and retrieved a new pair of number plates, with which he replaced the previous ones. He straightened himself out and checked out the triggers. Satisfied, El-hanook proceeded to the mall itself. The plan was going accordingly.

Now inside the main hall housing the many stores, El-hanook scanned the entire set-up and noticed only a handful of security personnel. Surely, it was an abysmal number for a mall of that size. El –hanook walked around, joining the frenzy of excited shoppers,   pretending to window shop until he found a spot that gave him a vantage position overlooking the parking lot , in obedience to another instruction : ‘After your arrival, wait until the fifth car has parked after you, before you press the first trigger.’

After watching the first and second cars announce their arrivals, El-hanook focused his attention on an ecstatic little boy clutching his gift, his proud parents a short distance behind him.  The scene brought back some memories of him, Atisha and Fatrid, their only son. He wondered what his family would be up to at that moment. The blare of the fifth car or so soon broke El-hanook out of his reverie. He had to act now or else….

As he pressed the first trigger, the force of the explosion threw him off his feet, notwithstanding his anticipation of the blast. The scenes were better imagined than experienced. Thick black smoke billowed from what used to be the car parking lot, even as shattered glass panes and upturned merchandise dotted the inside of the mall itself. The once happy   shoppers soon became a mad throng that begun to race wildly for the various exits. As Children cried and mothers searched for loved ones, the management of the mall pleaded for calm to no avail. El-hanook got up to his feet and composed himself. Now was the defining moment. He bullied his way to the central area of the mall, looked upwards and began to chant the creed of the sect, as his hand made its way to the second trigger.

Until a voice stopped him dead in his tracks. “Papa, papa!”  It belonged to Fatrid, his only son, running towards him.

 El-hanook’s eyes widened in terror. “Wha..at, wha..at  are you doing here? Where is your mother? He asked, clutching his son in his arms.

Atisha soon showed up, cutting a desolate figure. El-hanook could not hide his rage, turning his attention to his wife.

“I instructed you to stay at home today!”  He yelled above the din.  “Why are you here? Didn’t you read the note I left on the dinning table?”

“What note?” Atisha responded breathlessly. “I came to buy things for Fatrid’s birthday. You have been distracted lately, so I decided to do the shopping.”

El-hanook sighed in despair and as he stood up with his six year old son in his arms, a paper aeroplane in Fatrid’s hand, pricked his ear. It was made from the note he had scribbled on.

Suddenly, in the midst of the chaos, El-hanook became calm. “Did the girls come along with you?”

Atisha shook her head. He was grateful for that.

 “Then we must leave immediately.”

As they joined the teeming throng that swarmed to safety outside the mall, El-hanook could feel the fear palpitating through his son’s body. A fear that sent shivers through his spine. Then suddenly Fatrid spoke into his father’s ear and asked “Papa, are we going to die today?”

El-hanook had long ago made his decision, as he deactivated the second trigger.

“No, son! Today we live, to die another day!”


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At a safe distance from the shopping mall, a keen observer made a call.

“Hello Sir. Thin boy hit his mark but Fat Joe did not take- off. What is the next course of action?”

The voice at the other end was stoical. “Return to Fort. We wait for eagle’s return.”

MATTERS OF LIFE ( Fiction)


El-hanook had retired for the night. And as he lay beside his pretty wife, Atisha, his mind vacillated between gazing at her as she slept and carrying out the task fate had chosen him for.

And for a very brief moment, he wanted so much to wake Atisha from her sleep; to tell her he loved her and their kids and that he was a member of the dreaded Habalani Sect that was responsible for the many bombings that had rocked Jabok City and that had kept the government of the day on edge.

To tell her that he was next in line, in becoming the medium through which more destruction, death, suffering and grief would come to many, including Atisha and their children.

Nevertheless, he couldn’t tell her because Atisha possessed amazing powers of persuasion and she would have pleaded with him to reconsider his decision and the fifteen years of marital bliss they shared. He pictured her, with tears in her eyes, asking him if making her a widow and their kids; fatherless, would sit well on his conscience. And El-hanook didn’t trust himself enough, not to cave in to these promptings.

He also couldn’t tell her because he had voluntarily joined the sect. That was after he had been sacked in a government agency because a superior viewed him as threat to his position. El-hanook’s appeal against the injustice had been quashed. Although he had secured another job, the experience had left El-hanook seething with rage. So much so, that he felt the Habalani Sect provided the medium by which he could vent the anger he felt.

And hadn’t he, some forty-eight hours earlier endured the  rite of the ‘Tukka’- a Habalani ritual when chosen suicide bombers are subjected to a hundred small blade cuts on their backs and bottoms, preparatory to their embarking on the mission, so that they are rid of all emotion, sentiment and pity.

And wasn’t he, thereafter, ushered into the ‘fortress’, the sacred meeting place of the Habalani, where he had audience with the sect`s Supreme leader, who had subsequently blessed him for his impending act of courage. In his time at the fortress, El-hanook had seen pictures of men who had paid the supreme sacrifice, in furthering the cause of the Habalani, as they hung on its walls. And if his mission proved `successful`, then someone else would see his portrait hung up as well!


As he adjusted his position beside his wife, El-hanook moaned softly from the pains coursing through his back. Ignoring them, he focused his attention on his wife again and then thought of his children fast asleep in their room. Once again, the pretty face of Atisha came into view and as he kissed her forehead, she responded with a sleepy smile and snuggled up closer to him. He drew in the smell of her hair and realised that this could be the very last time he would hold her, make love to her, and call her his wife.

The last time his children would ever call him father!

In an instant, El-hanook`s mind reverted to his assignment of doom. Earlier that evening, he dropped by the Habalani Headquarters for last minute preparations and briefings. He had inspected the vehicle he would be driving; its body already laced with high detonation explosives, rigged expertly to its engine, concealed beyond detection. He also examined the inner vest he would be wearing, with a number of military grade C4 bombs attached to it. He had also gone over the layout of the target location; a large shopping mall that attracted large numbers of people daily.

All he had to do was subsumed in a two-pronged attack: first he would drive the car and park it in the mall’s car lot. Then as he made his way to the entrance of the mall’s central lobby; he would remotely trigger the car to explode. In the ensuing melee and with the mall’s security crew distracted, he would head straight up to the most populated section of the mall and press the other trigger that would send him and countless others to their deaths.

Suddenly, Atisha called out his name from her sleep and El-hanook snuggled up to her in bed and at that moment he began to wonder……..

Somehow, as if sensing El-hanook’s hesitation, the voice of the Supreme Leader disrupted his thoughts: ``El-hanook, you must count yourself privileged to have been chosen to carry out this most sacred task. Remember that your name will be immortalised forever. It is imperative you eat adequately and get a good night`s rest. Only an alert mind and a healthy body can deliver the results we all desire.`` the Supreme Leader had eulogised at the fortress.

El-hanook finally decided to sleep but he knew he had a few things to do before taking his place in destiny. In the morning, he would tell Atisha and the children to stay at home because he wanted to give them a surprise treat. He would scribble a letter to them as well, revealing all and giving reasons for actions taken and have a friend from the sect mail it to his home. The stash of cash at home and at the bank would hopefully keep them running for a good number of years. He only hoped the letter would say enough to prevent his dying a second time; howbeit in their hearts. 

He also realised that he would do and be a lot of things  to so many others unknown to him, when the morrow comes, even as he succumbed to the lure of a burdened night`s rest.

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

ZONE POETICA


 CLAN CALL ( An ode to Chinua Achebe)

Beat the drums
Chant the clarion cry
To al hewers of the word
To all fetchers of letters
For one esteemd has embarked
On the journey of no return
         
See! See! See!
How the life we know
Has turned from day to night
So suddenly

See! See! See!
How the malignant taskmasters he scorned
Gorge themselves fat on the worms of evil,
Their stomachs’ protrusion
Must be the object of our revulsion

See! See! See!
How the center from which
All gravities are drawn
Is no longer at ease

Yes! You can indeed see
How life and death
Are both denied men?
Such that they wonder why
Things fall apart

Yes! You can indeed perceive
The stench that oozes
When the truth, like a bow
Is bent foot to face?
Leaving us stranded
With a broken Arrow of God

 
Beat the drums
Chant the clarion call
To all hewers of the word
To all fetchers of letters


The time is at hand
When we all must
Dare the blank page
And engage the bare stage,
Striving to make his passing
Bring us peace that is lasting!

If our tutelage at
The feet of the Iroko
Must not be in vain;
Then we must make whips
As strong as bamboo chords
To let our characters breathe
Life into this stifling decay


Beat the drums
Chant the clarion call
To all hewers of the word
To all fetchers of letters

See that the embers he fanned
Are in our hands; not theirs
And they are prime possessions,
We must fan them again
To initiate a re-awakening and
Remind the world that
There was once a man and a country
And if the freedom he espoused                                                                                                                   is only the distance                                                                                                                            between the hunter and the hunted,                                                                                                            May we never retreat!                                                                                                                          Never surrender!

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

ZONE POETICA

CURIOSITY

In the opportunity nightfall presents
When cricket chirps are like
The chiming of one eternity to the next,
I try to fathom, in elaborate terms
My place, in the vast expense
Called LIFE
Daring to ask the question
WHO AM I?

In the hustle and bustle
Of human ergonomics
When keeping up with identities
Becomes a dizzying pastime
And the existential laws of life
Place calculated demands
I muse once again
WHAT IF I AM?

On the great trail
That leads to conquests and rewards abiding
Where mortality seeks to surpass
Certain entrenched fallibility
I, in the labyrinth of manly instincts
Ask the inevitable:
WHAT WILL I BECOME?

However in the final analysis
From the scheme of things
What I will become
Bears its significance
From the cost borne
By my being on the roll call of earth
By -passing accidental ifs,
BECAUSE I AM!